Sweet Release?

It has been a turbulent week at our house. Full of emotion. Trepidation, peace, anxiety, contentment, joy, sorrow, and even fear.
Burke was released as the 1st counselor in the bishopric today. And I was called as the Primary President.
Although I knew well in advance that Burke was going to be released, I only had about a week to dwell on my new responsibilities. That was probably a week too long. I used that time to completely stress myself out trying to figure out why I would be extended a calling like this. I am best at church when I am enjoying the fruits of others' labors.
I guess it doesn't work that way.
I took some time to go to the temple (thanks Rebecca) to try to figure out who to call as counselors, since Aimee, Tiffany and Shannon are all far away (miss you guys). I was able to find some peace in the temple. I got the mini mental pep talk that I needed and was feeling relatively okay until today.
I have spent much of the day in tears, and I am not really sure why. I guess I am nervous about my new calling, and the changes that have happened.
And, although I have done my share of griping, I am strangely a little sad that Burke has been released. I know that despite the busyness of his church calling, he mostly enjoyed it. He will be able to continue with his favorite part though--he has been called as the priest quorum advisor. He still gets to go do the fun stuff with the other boys.
I think the Lord knew it was time for him to be able to spend more time with us and with his dad, who recently started hospice care. We are looking forward to being able to spend Saturdays with Grandma and Grandpa, and having Sunday afternoons at home together.
Wednesdays are still out though ;).
Send your good thoughts our way as we both begin new chapter.